This is what I am I have tried to try to change me
I'll only admit I was wrong
Will that be enough for you?
I've made me cry and I've made me bleed
Taking out every thing on me
Leave me lying in the dark
Wish I make to take away
My suffering my inner pain
Why do I
Why do I
Why do I feel so guilty
Now I'm gone you see the light
Now you've gone I realise
Why can't I leave myself be
Fighting every part of me
I am my own enemy
I question endlessly
I dread to be on my own
But then when I am
That's all I want to be
I want to be alone
Let my life my world just fade to black
For me there's no coming back
Give me reason give me hope
Oblivion is where I'll go
Leave me be to feel my pain
I'll never do you wrong again
Why can't I leave myself be
Fighting every part of me
I am my own enemy
I question endlessly
I dread to be on my own
But then when I am
That's all I want to be
I want to be alone
From the deepest the darkest
Lurid pit Of my despairs
Comes a light savouring you
A way to make me think about me
Lay awake and pray to take
The no real reasons in my head
I know I believe in nothing
But to me that's my sweet something
credits
from Sweet Exile,
released October 16, 2015
Music by O'Dwyer, lyrics by Leigh & O'Dwyer
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